urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain as i take my last breath elaine 2005-07-22T15:25:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:111480 2005-07-22T15:25:07Z 2005-07-22T15:25:07Z poor london. why are people doing this to such a wonderful city? : ( : ( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:108465 2005-03-22T07:28:41Z 2005-03-22T07:28:41Z Amanda Knittel inspired me to join Relay For Life along with my Great Aunt who is a cancer survivor, my Aunt Ruth who recently passed away from cancer, my friend from high school who is a cancer survivor, my friends grandma who is currently struggling in her fight with cancer and so many others. I am sick of sitting around and watching people suffer from this, it is finally time to do something! Please donate if you can. If not please pass on the link to my donations page to everyone you know. Thank you. <br /><br /><a href="https://www.kintera.org/faf/donorReg/donorPledge.asp?ievent=91011&amp;lis=0&amp;kntae91011=F9B652F81712446592A8BBB71368638B&amp;supId=75531092">Relay For Life Donation Page</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:101931 2004-12-06T19:24:05Z 2004-12-06T19:24:05Z gwen stefani post a memory of me in my comments.<br />it can be anything you want, just so long as it happened.<br />then post this in your LJ<br />see what people remember about you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:99836 2004-11-18T07:04:09Z 2004-11-18T07:04:09Z queen adreena <img src="http://www.saveurs.sympatico.ca/ency_11/divers/pancake.jpg" alt="yummm pancakes" /><br /><br />hey! congratulations on finding my journal!<br /><br />having a friends only journal makes me:<br />- mysterious<br />- someone you want to get to know<br />- a lot cooler than before, when my journal was public<br /><br />this makes you:<br />- curious<br />- someone who is bored and wants to know what all the hype is about<br />- a potential stalker<br /><br />either way, leave a message here if you wish to be added. i will most likely add<br />you back. i will add you back even faster if you have a joke to tell me or send me a sexy picture.<br /><br />by the way, don't those pancakes look really good? i want some right now!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:98948 2004-11-11T16:36:37Z 2004-11-11T16:37:53Z portishead a few days ago brett called me and we had a good talk. it was an awesome surprize. i had some doubts, but i am definatly going back to london again next year. then yesterday night while i was expecting to be alone doing homework allll night i heard a knock on the door. it was jay! and he came to surprize me b/c his classes were canceled. it made me happy and i ended up going to The House with him and listening to the jazz quartet while i worked on my sketches for class. i need to stop thinking about sad things all the time and start concentrating on happy things more. what sucks is that my art gets better when i do think about sad things. maybe my art and i can come up with some sort of comprimise- like staying out of my dreams. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:98789 2004-11-08T01:20:47Z 2004-11-08T01:20:47Z blondie - parallel lines i shrunk my new pair of pants in the dryer. my blondie record has skips on my favourite song. i keep trying to watch the simpsons and they are not on. i don't want to do homework anymore. <br /><br />love,<br />elaine. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:98304 2004-11-04T19:21:03Z 2004-11-04T19:21:55Z <img src="http://www.normanborlaug.org/images/borlaug.jpg" alt="this is the greatest man alive." /><br /><br />this is the greatest man alive. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:97830 2004-11-02T23:41:01Z 2004-11-02T23:41:01Z frank zappa yaye! i voted today. it was fun. jay and i left last night for his house and he told me that he was going to make me wake up at 5 am so we could vote and then leave for dekalb and i believed him so i got mad, but he was joking. so when we woke up and we went to vote at our respective voting places and then we went and got brunch. and i did not for the life of me want to come back to school or dekalb. tonite we are going to stay up to see the election results. but not before i get to study for my french quiz tomarrow :( <br /><br />if you haven't voted yet go and vote. you still have time! polls close at 7.<br /><br />xoxo<br />elaine urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:97700 2004-10-29T18:56:26Z 2004-10-29T18:56:26Z frank zappa jay: The trombonest showed up. Looked at the chart, spent an hour practicing it and decided that he couldn't play it. <br />me: what a boner urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:97301 2004-10-25T21:43:39Z 2004-10-25T21:43:39Z portishead date today: october 25, 2004<br /><br />date of death on my grandma's headstone: december 5, 2004.<br /><br />i know she is laughing about this somewhere. she would have loved this. my whole family was like "what, she's still alive?" this kind of this could only happen to MY family. <br /><br />just think....somewhere out there is a gravestone with a deseased date on it that hasn't even come yet. crazy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:96324 2004-10-16T23:45:45Z 2004-10-16T23:45:45Z me shivering i found a snake i want. he is black and white. i'm gonna name him alice (after alice cooper). it is so freezing in my room! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:96248 2004-10-15T20:54:34Z 2004-10-15T20:54:34Z the raincoats once i decided that i will watch the parade i immediatly wanted a cigarette. the idea of being outside for a long period of time promted these feelings and at that point i hadn't realized how long i have went without one. weird. <br /><br />jena convinced me to go to the football game this weekend. i've never been to one and i'm hoping i won't be to terribly bored b/c i'm not a very big football fan. alcohol and friends may sweeten the deal.<br /><br />jay and i are hanging out tonite. i haven't seen him in a long time and i haven't spent time with him in even longer. freakin weird. i don't know what we're doing yet though, hopefully something fun. <br /><br />i still really really want a pet snake. maybe i'll have more luck finding one at home. <br /><br />i am addicted to "the raincoats". listening to the same album over and over and i never get sick of it. <br /><br />i love my brother, but that boy is freakin whipped and acting like a jerkoff. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:95958 2004-10-11T15:06:57Z 2004-10-11T15:06:57Z nothing. my head is pounding. i am soooo sick. i haven't been able to sleep for more than 2 hours at a time (and for no more than 6 hours) in the past 2 days. my head is killing me and my sinuses are about to explode. i wasn't able to get a doctors appointment until tomarrow. i saw the sunrise this morning. at around 5:30 AM i started hallucinating and came up with 2 really awesome art ideas. i'm not going to my classes today and i'm still debating on whether i should go tomarrow. after 2 whole years of not getting sick once, this being sick twice in a 2 month time frame is really really pissing me off. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:95693 2004-10-10T09:08:35Z 2004-10-10T09:08:35Z jay's band in my head ottos tonite was sooooo much fun. jay's band's set was awesome (except they didn't play that radiohead cover i love so much). i was the happiest today that i have been in a long time b/c my brother is here. unfortunatly he is leaving tomarrow to go see our parents. also, brett called me tonite to say hi, but unfortunatly i missed his call. it seems like it is mostly people of the male species that bring my spirits wayyyy up (like jay, my brother, brett, willy goat, sean, and jay's band members) but there are some female exceptions (such as melissa, ac, jena, ellen, and lil) who i seem to be able to really relate to and have them accept my critical and (very often) strange personality and creative juices just as most males seem to do.<br /><br />wow. now i am drunken rambling. so i should stop.<br /><br />in conclusion i don't want my brother to leave and i want my voice back! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:95348 2004-10-08T16:11:25Z 2004-10-08T16:11:25Z i want to go canoing in the kishwaukee river. anyone want to come? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:94994 2004-10-08T02:22:19Z 2004-10-08T02:22:19Z a perfect circle so i have an exciting weekend ahead of me. tomarrow jena and i are going to ottos to see her friends band play. that will be fun! elaine + drinking + a public place with music = a fun experience. <br /><br />on saturday MY BROTHER IS COMING TO VISIT ME!!!! this is a very big deal to me because i haven't got to hang out with him in almost 5 months! I AM SO EXCITED TO SEE HIM! and we are going to ottos on saturday to see jay's band play. if anyone that reads this wants to come too let me know b/c i would love for my brother to meet my friends here and vice versa (and of course to see jay's band). so my brother will be here saturday and then he is leaving sunday night to go see our parents. his school gets a fall break so he gets monday and tuesday off that lucky wennie. <br /><br />other than people from the past still feeling the need to intrude into my life and the never-ending homework burden from school (along with a few other things that are none of the general publics business), my life is pretty damn good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:94944 2004-10-06T19:01:40Z 2004-10-06T19:01:40Z black eyed peas in my head funny quote i heard while eavesdropping (one of my favourite pasttimes) on my way to class: "and that was the first time i ever puked." <br /><br />the whole time i was just imagining this person telling the story about the first time they ever puked. hilarious. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:94602 2004-10-05T02:43:31Z 2004-10-05T02:43:31Z a mix cd jay made for me, and the song he taught me to play brett called me today. he hasn't been able to sleep for a week due to extreme jet lag. we talked about plans for me to visit again next year around the same time i visited before (which worked out exceptionally well), except this time i will get to stay longer! because he is graduating. very excited about this. also, he now has 2 matresses in his room so i won't have to sleep on the floor or the cramped bed! yaye! my mom also found me a sweet plane ticket deal through this club my aunt belongs to. i can't wait to see all my england friends again! and this time if queen adreena isn't playing a show when i am there i will hunt them down and make them play a private show just for me! <br /><br />my low e string on my guitar is buzzing really bad! so bad that it hurts to play it so i need to get it set up soon.<br /><br />i talked to melissa a lot today. i miss her and i hope i get a chance to hang out with her when i go home for my grandma's dedication in a few weeks.<br /><br />my brother is coming to visit this weekend! i am planning to take him to ottos to go see jay's band play. so everyone else who reads this who is in the dekalb area should come too. i haven't actually seen my brother in about 4 and 1/2 months! geez!<br /><br />also, i bought a much needed "grandpa" scarf. it is so rad. everyone needs atleast one grandpa scarf.<br /><br />in addition, i put up a new userpic. if you read it carefully you will notice how obsurd it is. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:94363 2004-09-30T15:49:30Z 2004-09-30T15:49:30Z #!%#@*!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:94149 2004-09-30T00:05:10Z 2004-09-30T00:05:10Z sir mix a lot - baby got back! i don't want to go to the metal studio tonite. i would rather barf!<br /><br />these past two weeks have sucked. i've been so freakin busy with school work and i'm still behind somehow. how does this happen? i've been researching the holocaust for my project and i am constantly feeling naseous from looking at pics and reading stories to try to get some ideas. all in the name of art. everyone really likes my ring idea. i am very very excited about that, but i still need to figure things out about it. hmmm, what else is new? i really hate the people in my relief class (except the teacher, he rocks). they are all a bunch of idiots. <br /><br />but thankfully this year i do not have a stressful apartment. infact it minimizes my stress because we get along so well. <br /><br />i want something exciting to happen soon! these past few weeks have just been work non stop!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:93794 2004-09-24T05:44:30Z 2004-09-24T05:44:30Z Queen Adreena <a name="cutid1"></a> <br />Name: elaine, slain, lainie, slainster, and lots of other crazy names jay makes up<br />Natural hair colour:: gross brown <br />Eye colour:: hazel. but one eye is different than the other if you look close!<br />Number of siblings:: 3<br />Glasses/contacts?:: only to see the board in class<br />Piercings:: nope<br />Tattoos:: no<br />Braces?:: once upon a time<br /><br />FAVOURITE<br />Colour:: dark purple <br />Band:: queen adreena, radiohead, nirvana, and many many others<br />Song:: at the moment it is madraykin and pretty polly both by queen adreena<br />Stuffed animal: milburn the bunny who is a ruthless dictator and has homicidal tendencies<br />Video game:: none<br />TV show:: chappelle show<br />Movie:: cecil b demented, 5th element (i want to BE leeloo), spinal tap, american beauty, back to the future I & II, rocky<br />Book:: anything by tom robbins, the master and margarita, crime and punishment (yeah, i know. it makes a good paperweight too), choose your own adventure books<br />Food:: right now it is veggie tacos<br />Game on a cell phone:: none<br />CD cover:: n/a<br />Flower:: red rose<br />Scent:: lavender<br />Animal:: snake<br />Comic book:: tank girl or anything by robert crumb<br />Cereal:: cocoa rice krispies<br />Website:: www.fark.com<br />Cartoon:: space ghost coast to coast<br /><br />DO YOU<br /><br />Play an instrument?:: geetar, a little bit of drums, a little bit of bass, my vocal chords<br />Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: no<br />Like to sing?:: yes<br />Have a job?:: i wish<br />Have a cell phone?:: yes<br />Like to play sports?:: i like to ice skate for fun<br />Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: yes<br />Have a crush on someone?:: no<br />Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: no<br />Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: no<br />Have any special talents/skills?:: yes<br />Excercise daily?:: no. <br />Sing the alphabet backwards?:: hell no. not even when i am sober.<br />Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: no<br />Speak any other languages?:: french, but i am not fluent just yet<br />Go a day without food?:: fuck no<br />Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: yes<br />Read music, not just tabs?:: i could if i wanted to<br />Roll your tongue?:: yes<br />Eat a whole pizza?:: never<br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER<br /><br />Cried to get out of trouble?:: haha! no<br />Gotten lost in your city?:: yes<br />Seen a shooting star?:: yes, many<br />Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: England, France, Venezuala, carribean islands <br />Had a serious surgery?:: almost<br />Stolen something important to someone else?:: no<br />Solved a rubiks cube?:: no. i hate rubix cubes.<br />Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: no<br />Cried over a girl?:: no<br />Cried over a boy?:: yes<br />Kissed a random stranger?:: no <br />Hugged a random stranger?:: yes<br />Been in a fist fight?:: no<br />Been arrested?:: not really<br />Done drugs?:: yes<br />Had alcohol?:: yes<br />Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: no<br />Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: no<br />Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no<br />Swore at your parents?:: yes<br />Been to warped tour?:: no<br />Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: yes<br />Been in love?:: yes<br />Been to a casino?:: no, but maybe soon!<br />Ran over an animal and killed it?:: no<br />Broken a bone?:: no<br />Gotten stitches?:: yes<br />Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: no<br />Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: no<br />Made homemade muffins?:: no<br />Bitten someone?:: yes<br />Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: yeah.<br />More than 5 times?:: no<br />Been to niagra falls?:: no<br />Burped in someones face?:: no<br />Gotten the chicken pox?:: yes<br /><br />WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU<br /><br />Brushed your teeth:: this morning<br />Went to the bathroom:: i just cleaned it<br />Saw a movie in theaters:: a few weeks ago. resident evil II- it was awesome<br />Had a snow day:: officially or just gave myself one? not officially for a looong time, but i do give myself at least one for each class.<br />Had a party:: not for a while<br />Had a slumber party:: with AC a month ago<br />Made fun of someone:: jokingly all the time<br />Tripped in front of someone:: can't remember<br />Went to the grocery store:: today<br />Got sick:: a month ago<br />Cursed:: everyday<br /><br />PICK ONE<br /><br />Fruit/vegetables:: fruit<br />Black/white:: black<br />Lights on/lights off:: dimmed<br />TV/movie:: movie<br />Car/truck:: car<br />Body spray/lotion:: lotion<br />Cash/check:: cash<br />Pillows/blankets:: both<br />Headache/stomach ache:: headache<br />Paint/charcoal:: paint<br />Chinese food/mexican food:: mexican<br />Summer/winter:: summer<br />Snow/rain:: rain<br />Fog/misty:: fog<br />Rock/rap:: rock<br />Meat/vegetarian:: vegetarian<br />Boy/girl:: there are bad apples in both bunches<br />Chocolate/vanilla:: chocolate<br />Sprinkles/icing:: icing<br />Cake/pie:: ice cream cake<br />French toast/french fries:: curly fries<br />Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries<br />Ocean/swimming pool:: ocean<br />Hugs/kisses:: hugs<br />Cookies/muffins:: both, anything baked (agreed)<br />p33n/bewbz:: huh?<br />Wallet/pocket:: pocket<br />Window/door:: window<br />Emo/goth:: i don't do stereotypes thankyouverymuch<br />Pink/purple:: purple<br />Cat/dog:: cat<br />Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short sleeve<br />Pants/shorts:: pants<br />Winter break/spring break:: winter <br />Spring/autumn:: spring<br />Clouds/clear sky:: clouds<br />Moon/mars:: moon<br /><br />FRIENDSHIP<br />How many friends do you have?:: tons. <br />What are their names?:: umm, i'll pass<br />Do you have a best friend?:: a couple<br />Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: no<br />Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: more guys probably<br />Have you ever lost a friend?: this is a scary question for me considering the fact that my "brother" sean is in Iraq<br />Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: yes <br />Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: "we're waiting for the bus!" <br />Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: yes<br />Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: just being there for them if they need anything at all<br />Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: lots of things. i love my friends!<br />Do you miss any of your old friends?:: i've been thinking about this one. i'm not quite sure yet.<br />What friend have you known the longest?:: Sean. <br />Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: yes<br />How often do you spend time with your friends?:: all the time. also considering that 2 of them are my roommates, a lot.<br />Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: i don't know. it was probably something with brett though b/c we always have fun together (when we can actually think of soemthing to do!).<br />What do you think your friends think of you?:: they think i am the coolest of course!<br /><br />LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP<br /><br />Have you ever been in love?:: yes<br />If you have, with who?:: jay<br />Are you single?:: no<br />Are you in a relationship?:: yes<br />If so, for how long?:: 5 years<br />Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: most likely <br />What is your idea of the best date?:: something unexpected<br />What was your first kiss like?:: it was in a park at night. i was in 7th grade.<br />How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: 7th grade<br />Do you think love is a load of shit?:: no <br />Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: me and jay have lots of fun adventures. but if we are talking platonic here it is me and brett in london and france. <br />If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: <br />Have you ever been dumped?:: yes<br />Have you ever dumped someone?:: kind of<br />Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: <br /><br />WORD ASSOCIATION<br />Slippers:: feet<br />Hat:: scarf<br />Hard:: penis <br />Free:: radicals<br />Space:: stars<br />Taste:: tounge<br />Good charlotte:: crappy band<br />Red:: lipstick<br />Deep:: purple<br />Heart:: attack<br />Cord:: guitar<br />Cheese:: balls<br />Rain:: drops<br />Work:: study<br />Pedal:: bike<br />Head:: face<br />Bed:: sleepy<br />Fluff:: fluffer<br />Hardcore:: music<br />Race:: relay<br />Knife:: kitchen<br />Jump:: rope<br /><br />I<br />am:: procrastinating<br />want:: to do good on my tests tomarrow<br />need:: more time<br />crave:: adventure and fun times<br />love: my friends, my brother, jay, my parents, art, music, guitar,...<br />hate:: politics, money, bad friends, clearcut forests<br />did:: the right thing <br />feel:: i should be studying<br />miss:: sean, brett, my brother, will bowling<br />am annoyed by:: bad artists, materialism<br />would rather:: be in london<br />am tired of:: school<br />will always:: be forgiving and resonable<br /><br />SILLY STUFF<br />What is your favourite genre of music?:: rock<br />What time is it now?: late<br />What day is it?:: thursday<br />Whens the last time you called someone?:: today <br />How much money do you have right now?:: a lot. but none if it is really mine, in a sense.<br />Are you hungry?:: no<br />Whatcha doin?:: this!<br />Do you like parades?:: i like tacky ones....which is basically all of them, so yes i do.<br />Do you like the moon?:: yes<br />What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: study<br />Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: i think beverage is more so<br />If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: to be able to think of somewhere i want to be and instantly be there without any weird side effects or crazy mishaps<br />Have you ever had a picnic?:: yes<br />Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: hell yeah<br />What about sock em boppers?:: no<br />Are you wearing any socks right now?:: yes, i love socks<br /><br />DO YOU THINK YOU ARE<br />funny?:: maybe<br />pretty?:: i need to change my hair and then i will<br />sarcastic?:: yes<br />lazy?:: only when i am exhausted<br />hyper?:: a lot<br />friendly?:: yes<br />evil?:: no<br />smart?:: yes<br />strong?:: yes<br />talented?:: yes.<br />dorky?:: yes<br /><br />ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)<br />high:: will bowling<br />skip:: ?<br />dance:: jena<br />lonely:: snoop frog<br />pen:: ?<br />flower:: lily<br />window:: ?<br />psycho:: n/a<br />brain freeze:: ?<br />orange:: ellen<br />sassy:: brian<br />jelly:: a character in a tom robbins book<br /><br />FOR OR AGAINST<br />suicide:: umm, this isn't a logical question<br />love:: F<br />drunk drivers:: A<br />airplanes:: F<br />war:: A<br />canada:: F<br />united states:: in some ways i am for,in some ways i am against<br />rock music:: F<br />gay marriage:: F<br />school:: F<br />surveys:: F<br />parents:: F<br />cars:: F<br />killing:: A<br />britney spears:: lately i am against, but usually for<br />coffee:: A<br />pants:: F<br /><br />WOULD YOU EVER<br />Sky dive?:: yes<br />Play strip poker?:: i am bad at poker....<br />Run away?:: no<br />Curse at a teacher?:: no<br />Not take a shower for a week?:: no<br />Ask someone out?:: n/a<br />Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: no<br />Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: yes<br />Go scuba diving?:: yes<br />Write a book?:: no<br />Become a rockstar?:: yes<br />Have casual sex?:: no<br /><br />LAST QUESTIONS<br />What shampoo do you use?:: aveda<br />Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: n/a<br />What kind of computer do you have?:: hp<br />Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: i should start<br />Or just make out?:: haha. jay tried to once, but i am too embaressed to make out in public unless i'm drunk<br />How many cds do you have?:: a lot<br />What time is it now?:: <br /><a name="cutid2"></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:93542 2004-09-22T19:20:21Z 2004-09-22T19:20:21Z queen adreena there are some definate positive going on in my life right now. <br /><br />this morning i slept through my french class because i put earplugs in and didn't hear my alarm go off! that was stupid of me, but nothing to get too upset over. <br />but i felt better when my brother called me and said that he wants to go to las vegas over winter break and wants me to come with him (how i love and miss that weinnie). <br /><br />i talked to someone about something that has been bothering me and i feel so much better and i should stop thinking that everyone is out to get me- especially really good friends who i know deep down would never want to upset me. <br /><br />another exciting thing is that i am definately going back to London because i figure that i will get enough money from my dearly departed grandma to not have to worry about such an expensive plane ticket. and i won't ever forgive myself if i don't go back while still having the connections there that i do now. <br /><br />also, i am going to margarita madness with a bunch of people tonite. which is why i am going to finish this post so i can catch up on homework. yaye homework! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:93309 2004-09-15T23:38:06Z 2004-09-15T23:40:42Z queen adreena - pretty polly i am pretendng i am katie jane (from queen adreena. one of my favourite bands) to keep myself occupied while my muscles slowly deteriorate. i could get physical therepy if this weakness feeling doesn't go away. gee thanks mom, that's good to know. also i would like to thank my lovely and fabulous roommates jena and lil for their concern last night. i love you guys!<br /><br />time to go be creative. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:93173 2004-09-15T05:22:35Z 2004-09-15T05:22:35Z queen adreena "Unexplained muscle pain and weakness could be a sign of a rare but serious side effect and should be reported to your doctor right away."<br /><br />i'm scared and i think i'm gonna die. jay gets my guitars. brett can have first pick of my cd's. everyone else can fight to the death over everything else. but it has to be in a pool full of pudding. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:supaslain:92918 2004-09-14T17:00:23Z 2004-09-14T17:00:23Z queen adreena yesterday was so much fun! i want more days like that. my friend dave is teaching me sign language (so freakin excited about this you don't even know!!!!!). getting drunk on cheap wine at dave's and rum and coke at a dive in dekalb with dave and mikey mike. seeing live music at 'the house' for free by sneaking through the back door. people staring at me and dave while he teaches me to sign. brett coming to visit and making it feel like summer again. laughing a lot. the realization that i could possibly go back to london next year (london in london- it just seems so natural). getting 'in utero' back and aquiring a new queen adreena cd as well as a band that played last night. having a fun night and still getting all my homework done. seeing random people i know at 'the house' (peggy and mike) makes me realize i actually have more friends than i think. <br /><br />i hate when something is over and you all of a sudden realize how awesome it was.....and then you get sad because it's over.